Saturday, June 12, 2010

Ghost Love (Freewriting while inebriated)

the mind of man is not far gone in it’s wild conspiracies and hypothetical nonsense that they tyhrow in just to destroy your dreams and inhibitions always remember that every time you fly they gain one of uyour wingas, and your children will never live to see the future only six of your friends will follow me on my jpourney not only are you gone to me but you are really gopod at what you do like things like seetling a village in its exposure to me that is a wonderful thing to be able to do ia am regretting i do not know where the arrows are pointling to the edge of the earth or otherwise things are moving atround very shrapyl and i do not see how to get there for it is only like a miracle to say that we don not ermember what we are told everytdh as things like that get to us in the end it donesnt really matter because thats where we all seem to head anyways and the laughing becomes so hard that you forgry to look where yoi are headed and the end of the line becomes so invisible that when you are lifted into the sky almost eveuryonearound you will love to be in you omnly the very finest would ever uhderstand but the end of the line is something you need to understand with only the finesrt if tijmes journeys and expodeitions in the end of everything

the only way to truly say what i mean is so arrange it in a way where things dont really matter as much as they used to anymore not the same as rhelly wanting to go do it but it is just so amazing that i needed to tell you that when i am over the sea and instead of on top i am at the boottom i see only how things couldve gotten better if we tried a little harder but i am not going to say it was all for nothing because that would be fraudulent inside and i d o not harbor any criminals in my heart for yuou were a witch and a scoundrel you fucking ghost wehre were you when i needed help every aspect of my life was something to do with the mafia the lords and the energy it took for me to write this paragraph is pnly the more proof that you need i want to rip you out a need air socket to throw acoros s the bends here with me uand uoir lover wojne dyay eweiiwkll wabts t9 see tyr08gu 9t t0 tye ehd wuere we caj -jpy uep-f 0t9 wabt t0 opead tue 9-9 tue [r90kj9]dsrf oahd 8h tye t9ke tya6 9t t00o f0r ke t0 kjaoe tuy9s s0jg 0hoy 0oeu 0f tye kjehj tua7 w0rutrpjehre dueicidh fhuffeh tgurhufhhrururu ryedurufuids udi